Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Why Are We The Unhappy Ones?

Life continues to surprise me. Seriously. Just when I think people are going to do one thing, once I've really prepared myself for the worst possible scenario, once I've steeled my stomach, locked my knees, blocked out any ways of feeling pain...nothing happens.

I've been going through a few relationship difficulties (mostly, if not fully on my part and my inability to fully express everything that I am thinking without either exaggerating or withholding some of the truth) and at this point, I would have left me. But like I said, people surprise me with their love, compassion, patience, acceptance, and strength. Good surprises.

And in Missbehave news, Emilia wanted to name a mouse after me. So there.

Deuces,
Erika

4 comments:

ANGELICA! said...

erika=reeeeal cool

Mz.Sullivan said...

The truth shall set you free...sometimes we are those ones...but with someone that is willing to stick by you...things are worth more while...

MACK said...

It's funny, that as the weather changes, my attitude begins to also. Especially in terms of relationships. It's like El Nino in my heart, and my head. It's slightly devastating and annoying. Like you, I usually brace myself for the fall. Better yet, I don't even jump. Recently, I did jump. After disembling my parachute. Sadly, no surprise compassion on my part. I guess I lost another (the only one, ha) to the winter. (Drake ref, anyone?)

MACK said...

dissembling*